tell me now what is better;

An excess
to think, sing, scream
run and drink,
the sweetest flavours of all that is -
Incite, and live outside
yourself -

To hate, but apathetically?


Or to live
in pretended apathy -
Silent beauty
The self through self - struggle
Love your mind but hate
the life you live within

the weakness that
kicks you from the
Outside

Strength may be

maybe
the answer.

Sink inside to observe better
And when you hurt you feel less.

/Dichotomy/

But both must exist to live,